正文 113最后的要求
脑子里轰轰作响,薛功灿脸色发白,嗫嚅着双唇,找不出一句辩解的话。
“功灿,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">有没有想过，家里的长辈已经有了<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">们俩会结婚的默契，媒体也一直<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">向<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">追问<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">的消息,现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">如果说<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">们结束了,对<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">和<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">们的家庭会造成什么后果。回国之前，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">想着只要<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">努力就一定能够弥补那两年的空白时光，近来<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">感觉到了<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">的迷失,也一直<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">等<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">对<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">坦诚些，希望<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">能够记得<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">的恋<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">一直<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">忍耐，每天无数次说服<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">自己、替<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">辩白说<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">只是一时迷惑,可是日子一天天过去，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">只能越来越深刻的感受到<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">的目光已经转移，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">不再注视<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">。”
薛功灿一阵无言相对，只能沉默。
林蓉蓉等了片刻也等不到他开口，便接着问：“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">看着她忘记<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">存<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">的时候，真的一点都不愧疚只感觉幸福了吗？”
这一句话几乎瞬间就抓住了薛功灿内心的愧疚之情。“对不起……没能对<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">说出口，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">很抱歉。”踌蹰良久，薛功灿还是开口承认，“不知道是从什么时候开始，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">的眼睛已经看着裕琳了。可即使这样，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">也依然<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">努力想做到对所有<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">都好。”
林蓉蓉红着眼眶，眼睛定定的看着他说：“可是，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">曾经给<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">的那把能打开<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">心灵的钥匙、如今<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">已经收回，无论<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">多么真心想找回<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">，都不可能了。如果说<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">曾经抱着<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">会清醒的希望，那么刚才<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">着急想回去见裕琳这件事，就让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">更加清楚明白这一点——<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">们的爱情真的结束了。这些日子<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">有多么辛苦，才能假装对<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">的改变一无所知；要<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">对自己承认<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">不再爱<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">想象不到<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">就有多心痛吗？”
心头涌起一股悔意，薛功灿自觉诚恳地说：“对不起，世璇。再多给<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">一点时间，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">相信只要努力就能够做到的。”
终于决堤的眼泪如断线的珠子般掉落，林蓉蓉摇摇头道：“这段时间，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">很受折磨，感觉像活<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">地狱一样。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">眼里全部是裕琳，却对<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">的痛苦视而不见。当初的温柔好像已经被时间无情带走了——功灿，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">还没有提分手，可能只是责任感<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">逗留吧？可是，以后，会连责任感都消失吧？”
窗外雪花飞舞，室内却灯光明亮，洒<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">房中一片温暖。然而<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">林蓉蓉暗哑的语气下，薛功灿却感觉室内空气的温度都<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">降低。她的眼神那么痛苦，令薛功灿的心紧紧揪成一团，感觉不到温暖也感觉不到明亮，只感到胸口一阵紧缩。
看着薛功灿纠结的表情，林蓉蓉却偷偷松了口气，一切还算<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">掌控之中，状态不错。“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">要确认<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">的回答。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">爱的是珠裕琳，还是金世璇？不要对<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">说谎，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">知道诚实一贯是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">的优点。”
“是……珠裕琳。”薛功灿的表情一变再变，到了最后，转为坚决。“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">这样说好像是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">疯了。但是，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">似乎真的失去了理智，而且一时之间恐怕也恢复不过来。”
“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">也知道是这样。曾经，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">努力想将<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">找回来，但没得到结果。现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8"><img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">也没有力气再继续撑下去了。虽然很残忍，却必须面对这个现实——功灿，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">们走到了尽头，分手吧。”眼泪落得更凶，林蓉蓉的脸低垂着，末了偏偏轻轻笑了一声，仿佛无限的悲怆。
内心震了震，薛功灿听得出林蓉蓉语句里的心灰意冷，他的呼吸声也粗重了许多，“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">真的要分手吗？”
取下镜框，林蓉蓉伸手擦拭脸颊的泪痕，缓声说：“爱如果结束，再多的忍耐求全也于事无补。既然<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">是真心爱上了裕琳，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">有必要一个<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">拿着已经破灭的爱情不放手吗？<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">也有自尊心，那剩余的自尊心不会让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">再乞求<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">施舍爱情。”
林蓉蓉平淡的述说再一次让薛功灿心惊，张了张嘴他试图说些什么，但最终却还是颓然住嘴，没有说出任何安慰或辩解的话来。
停顿了几秒，林蓉蓉凝望着薛功灿的脸孔，说话带着浓浓的鼻音细语道：“关于珠裕琳，别担心，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">不会对她做什么，也不会对爷爷揭穿<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">们的谎言。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">们就这样吧，让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">看看，能够让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">说出‘一时之间不能恢复理智’的爱情究竟是多么伟大的爱情。不过，以后爷爷和姨妈问起为什么分手，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">要怎么跟他们解释，可以说是功灿<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">的错吗？”
这样回答不是理所应当的吗？薛功灿自认自己还不会将责任推到女友的身上去。木然地点点头，他低声道：“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">这样说吧，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">能承受。”
“让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">曾经那么幸福过，最后又让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">这样痛苦的<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">，都是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">。希望<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">记得这一点。”林蓉蓉深深地凝视薛功灿的眼睛，继而认真地说：“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">得到<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">的祝福之前，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">们两个——绝对不可以<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">一起、不能幸福！”
薛功灿一时没有反应过来，脑海里只是空空的一片。
塌着双肩，林蓉蓉再度落泪，还激动的一下子哭出声，惊得薛功灿不知所措。
等到林蓉蓉的肩膀终于不再颤抖，她方才压抑着那仿佛再也压抑不住的抽泣，声音不高却尤其坚决地说：“现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">这种情况，是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">背叛<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">的代价。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">知道对<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">很残忍，可是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">不能不这样要求<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">！因为心碎、因为太痛苦了，所以没办法马上就说能原谅<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">，也没有办法现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">就眼睁睁看着<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">到珠裕琳身边去。功灿，知道<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">因为<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">们受了伤，这颗裂开的心一直<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">流血，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">们还能独自幸福下去吗？”
林蓉蓉紧紧抿着唇线，脸色落<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">薛功灿的眼底是格外的苍白，衬托着她这时候所说的话竟然有一种绝望中不甘的意味，苍凉而悲哀。
“离开吧，就这样去济州岛，离开珠裕琳两年。如同<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">们当初分开了两年一样，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">要<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">跟裕琳也分开两年作为考验。”她用力擦了擦眼里，努力维持平静，惨然微笑着补充道：“但是，薛功灿，让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">这样痛苦才决定放手让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">走，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">绝对不要轻易松开已握住裕琳的那只手。只有这样，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">的退出才会有意义，不是吗？”
从林蓉蓉悲伤的语气中，薛功灿清晰地明白了自己的言语苍白无力，而她脸上的那一抹忍着泪光的牵强微笑更是让他死死咬着嘴唇，再没有任何挣扎的念头。
复杂地看着林蓉蓉，薛功灿的脸上闪现出犹豫、不舍、痛苦、内疚，突然连呼吸都十分困难。可纵使还有千言万语，到了最后也只化作了一声咽<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">喉间的叹息。
时间一秒一秒的过去，重新放晴的天空中，飞机划过的轰鸣声穿啸而过，响彻耳畔。
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走进宽敞明亮的大堂，一股暖暖的气息扑面而来，将室外清冷的湿气顿时一扫而空。将那些乱七八糟的想法抛开，林蓉蓉带着她特有的明媚的笑容向二楼宴会大厅走去。空气中弥漫着一种暖和而宁静的惬意，林蓉蓉一眼就看见了站<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">大厅外拿着手机一脸犹豫的徐正雨。
“正雨。”
徐正雨循声望去，随即表情完全轻松下来，露出了灿烂的笑容，“世璇。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">终于来了。”
“怎么，担心了？”林蓉蓉随口调侃。
不曾想，徐正雨却认真地点了点头，轻声说：“确实有一点害怕，怕<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">跟功灿一起走了。”顿一顿，他指出：“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">迟了很久才来。”语气里泄出一声孩子气的埋怨。
环视一眼那奢华的金色大厅，林蓉蓉扯出一个极淡的笑，“下雪飞机延迟起飞，而且，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">还要跟功灿摊牌。”
“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">们整理好了？”徐正雨眼中绽放出光芒。
“嗯。等下再跟爷爷和姨妈他们说一下。”林蓉蓉黑眸骨碌骨碌转动了几下，眉峰一扬，笑着问：“裕琳呢，她怎么样？”
“薛会长已经对大家确认完毕，现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">正带着她认识公司里的一干理事。今天到场的媒体也有几家，这下子裕琳可变成真正的公主了。”
闻言林蓉蓉毫不掩饰恶意地笑起来，俏生生地说：“那——<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">们去向‘公主’祝贺吧！”
林蓉蓉和徐正雨迈着优雅的步伐并肩踏入宴会大厅出现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">薛家<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">面前的时候，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">群还是有那么几秒钟的静止，尤其是太阳日报的赵英奎记者，兴冲冲地连拍了好几张两<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">站一起的照片。
看见金世璇到场，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">场的几个记者都感觉兴奋了。这次澳洲赛只进入了十六强便铩羽而归，林蓉蓉谢绝了一众采访，因而此时<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">罗宾律酒店的创社纪念日见到金世璇，众位记者都感到了意外之喜，纷纷上前追问林蓉蓉对此次比赛的感想以及她恋情的进展。
原本，林蓉蓉以为自己回不去时，是打算<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">澳洲赛后宣布退役的，不过，现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">既然还是有希望完成任务，林蓉蓉当然便不能轻率的放弃金世璇的理想了。所以这时，林蓉蓉只推说是手伤的缘故让自己<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">澳洲赛上暂时失利，但她对以后<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">英国举行的温布尔顿网球公开赛还是很有信心。
至于恋情，林蓉蓉眼角余光偷偷看了一眼徐正雨，微微笑着对记者打马虎眼，说自己是来参加宴会的，不能喧宾夺主，改天跟恋<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">沟通好了时间再公开。
等记者们都悻悻地走开，林蓉蓉瞅准机会，就对功灿爷爷说了：“离开之前，想跟长辈们告别。还有，也想跟裕琳单独道别。”
听出林蓉蓉的语气似乎有点不对，旁边的功灿姨妈皱起眉头，奇怪地问：“离开？怎么，世璇，又有什么比赛吗？”
“不是，姨妈。”林蓉蓉微微摇头说：“有些话，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">需要私下里告知爷爷。”
听了这句话，功灿姨妈、姨父，还有就站<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">一旁好奇地竖起了耳朵的张女士表情便有点儿尴尬。
作者有话要说：<FONT size=4 face=宋体>抱歉抱歉，我这会上网才发现出问题了。昨晚我上传网页菊花一直转显示请稍候，于是我就把文档上传发表的钮点了好多次，发现还是卡，我就去睡了。这会爬上来准备重新上传的，结果发现成了这种状况。给大家造成麻烦了，在这里诚挚道歉，本来准备一一回复解释的，但这会网速还是不行，回复一条要等半天才能刷出来，我就在这里回了。今天我会努力多码字，把剩下的一章换过来的。
“功灿,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">有没有想过，家里的长辈已经有了<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">们俩会结婚的默契，媒体也一直<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">向<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">追问<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">的消息,现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">如果说<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">们结束了,对<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">和<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">们的家庭会造成什么后果。回国之前，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">想着只要<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">努力就一定能够弥补那两年的空白时光，近来<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">感觉到了<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">的迷失,也一直<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">等<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">对<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">坦诚些，希望<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">能够记得<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">的恋<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">一直<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">忍耐，每天无数次说服<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">自己、替<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">辩白说<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">只是一时迷惑,可是日子一天天过去，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">只能越来越深刻的感受到<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">的目光已经转移，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">不再注视<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">。”
薛功灿一阵无言相对，只能沉默。
林蓉蓉等了片刻也等不到他开口，便接着问：“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">看着她忘记<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">存<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">的时候，真的一点都不愧疚只感觉幸福了吗？”
这一句话几乎瞬间就抓住了薛功灿内心的愧疚之情。“对不起……没能对<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">说出口，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">很抱歉。”踌蹰良久，薛功灿还是开口承认，“不知道是从什么时候开始，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">的眼睛已经看着裕琳了。可即使这样，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">也依然<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">努力想做到对所有<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">都好。”
林蓉蓉红着眼眶，眼睛定定的看着他说：“可是，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">曾经给<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">的那把能打开<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">心灵的钥匙、如今<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">已经收回，无论<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">多么真心想找回<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">，都不可能了。如果说<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">曾经抱着<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">会清醒的希望，那么刚才<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">着急想回去见裕琳这件事，就让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">更加清楚明白这一点——<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">们的爱情真的结束了。这些日子<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">有多么辛苦，才能假装对<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">的改变一无所知；要<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">对自己承认<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">不再爱<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">想象不到<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">就有多心痛吗？”
心头涌起一股悔意，薛功灿自觉诚恳地说：“对不起，世璇。再多给<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">一点时间，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">相信只要努力就能够做到的。”
终于决堤的眼泪如断线的珠子般掉落，林蓉蓉摇摇头道：“这段时间，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">很受折磨，感觉像活<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">地狱一样。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">眼里全部是裕琳，却对<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">的痛苦视而不见。当初的温柔好像已经被时间无情带走了——功灿，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">还没有提分手，可能只是责任感<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">逗留吧？可是，以后，会连责任感都消失吧？”
窗外雪花飞舞，室内却灯光明亮，洒<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">房中一片温暖。然而<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">林蓉蓉暗哑的语气下，薛功灿却感觉室内空气的温度都<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">降低。她的眼神那么痛苦，令薛功灿的心紧紧揪成一团，感觉不到温暖也感觉不到明亮，只感到胸口一阵紧缩。
看着薛功灿纠结的表情，林蓉蓉却偷偷松了口气，一切还算<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">掌控之中，状态不错。“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">要确认<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">的回答。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">爱的是珠裕琳，还是金世璇？不要对<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">说谎，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">知道诚实一贯是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">的优点。”
“是……珠裕琳。”薛功灿的表情一变再变，到了最后，转为坚决。“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">这样说好像是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">疯了。但是，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">似乎真的失去了理智，而且一时之间恐怕也恢复不过来。”
“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">也知道是这样。曾经，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">努力想将<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">找回来，但没得到结果。现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8"><img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">也没有力气再继续撑下去了。虽然很残忍，却必须面对这个现实——功灿，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">们走到了尽头，分手吧。”眼泪落得更凶，林蓉蓉的脸低垂着，末了偏偏轻轻笑了一声，仿佛无限的悲怆。
内心震了震，薛功灿听得出林蓉蓉语句里的心灰意冷，他的呼吸声也粗重了许多，“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">真的要分手吗？”
取下镜框，林蓉蓉伸手擦拭脸颊的泪痕，缓声说：“爱如果结束，再多的忍耐求全也于事无补。既然<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">是真心爱上了裕琳，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">有必要一个<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">拿着已经破灭的爱情不放手吗？<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">也有自尊心，那剩余的自尊心不会让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">再乞求<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">施舍爱情。”
林蓉蓉平淡的述说再一次让薛功灿心惊，张了张嘴他试图说些什么，但最终却还是颓然住嘴，没有说出任何安慰或辩解的话来。
停顿了几秒，林蓉蓉凝望着薛功灿的脸孔，说话带着浓浓的鼻音细语道：“关于珠裕琳，别担心，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">不会对她做什么，也不会对爷爷揭穿<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">们的谎言。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">们就这样吧，让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">看看，能够让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">说出‘一时之间不能恢复理智’的爱情究竟是多么伟大的爱情。不过，以后爷爷和姨妈问起为什么分手，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">要怎么跟他们解释，可以说是功灿<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">的错吗？”
这样回答不是理所应当的吗？薛功灿自认自己还不会将责任推到女友的身上去。木然地点点头，他低声道：“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">这样说吧，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">能承受。”
“让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">曾经那么幸福过，最后又让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">这样痛苦的<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">，都是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">。希望<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">记得这一点。”林蓉蓉深深地凝视薛功灿的眼睛，继而认真地说：“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">得到<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">的祝福之前，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">们两个——绝对不可以<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">一起、不能幸福！”
薛功灿一时没有反应过来，脑海里只是空空的一片。
塌着双肩，林蓉蓉再度落泪，还激动的一下子哭出声，惊得薛功灿不知所措。
等到林蓉蓉的肩膀终于不再颤抖，她方才压抑着那仿佛再也压抑不住的抽泣，声音不高却尤其坚决地说：“现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">这种情况，是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">背叛<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">的代价。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">知道对<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">很残忍，可是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">不能不这样要求<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">！因为心碎、因为太痛苦了，所以没办法马上就说能原谅<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">，也没有办法现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">就眼睁睁看着<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">到珠裕琳身边去。功灿，知道<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">因为<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">们受了伤，这颗裂开的心一直<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">流血，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">们还能独自幸福下去吗？”
林蓉蓉紧紧抿着唇线，脸色落<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">薛功灿的眼底是格外的苍白，衬托着她这时候所说的话竟然有一种绝望中不甘的意味，苍凉而悲哀。
“离开吧，就这样去济州岛，离开珠裕琳两年。如同<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">们当初分开了两年一样，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">要<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">跟裕琳也分开两年作为考验。”她用力擦了擦眼里，努力维持平静，惨然微笑着补充道：“但是，薛功灿，让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">这样痛苦才决定放手让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">走，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">绝对不要轻易松开已握住裕琳的那只手。只有这样，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">的退出才会有意义，不是吗？”
从林蓉蓉悲伤的语气中，薛功灿清晰地明白了自己的言语苍白无力，而她脸上的那一抹忍着泪光的牵强微笑更是让他死死咬着嘴唇，再没有任何挣扎的念头。
复杂地看着林蓉蓉，薛功灿的脸上闪现出犹豫、不舍、痛苦、内疚，突然连呼吸都十分困难。可纵使还有千言万语，到了最后也只化作了一声咽<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">喉间的叹息。
时间一秒一秒的过去，重新放晴的天空中，飞机划过的轰鸣声穿啸而过，响彻耳畔。
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走进宽敞明亮的大堂，一股暖暖的气息扑面而来，将室外清冷的湿气顿时一扫而空。将那些乱七八糟的想法抛开，林蓉蓉带着她特有的明媚的笑容向二楼宴会大厅走去。空气中弥漫着一种暖和而宁静的惬意，林蓉蓉一眼就看见了站<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">大厅外拿着手机一脸犹豫的徐正雨。
“正雨。”
徐正雨循声望去，随即表情完全轻松下来，露出了灿烂的笑容，“世璇。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">终于来了。”
“怎么，担心了？”林蓉蓉随口调侃。
不曾想，徐正雨却认真地点了点头，轻声说：“确实有一点害怕，怕<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">跟功灿一起走了。”顿一顿，他指出：“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">迟了很久才来。”语气里泄出一声孩子气的埋怨。
环视一眼那奢华的金色大厅，林蓉蓉扯出一个极淡的笑，“下雪飞机延迟起飞，而且，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">还要跟功灿摊牌。”
“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">们整理好了？”徐正雨眼中绽放出光芒。
“嗯。等下再跟爷爷和姨妈他们说一下。”林蓉蓉黑眸骨碌骨碌转动了几下，眉峰一扬，笑着问：“裕琳呢，她怎么样？”
“薛会长已经对大家确认完毕，现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">正带着她认识公司里的一干理事。今天到场的媒体也有几家，这下子裕琳可变成真正的公主了。”
闻言林蓉蓉毫不掩饰恶意地笑起来，俏生生地说：“那——<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">们去向‘公主’祝贺吧！”
林蓉蓉和徐正雨迈着优雅的步伐并肩踏入宴会大厅出现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">薛家<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">面前的时候，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">群还是有那么几秒钟的静止，尤其是太阳日报的赵英奎记者，兴冲冲地连拍了好几张两<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">站一起的照片。
看见金世璇到场，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">场的几个记者都感觉兴奋了。这次澳洲赛只进入了十六强便铩羽而归，林蓉蓉谢绝了一众采访，因而此时<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">罗宾律酒店的创社纪念日见到金世璇，众位记者都感到了意外之喜，纷纷上前追问林蓉蓉对此次比赛的感想以及她恋情的进展。
原本，林蓉蓉以为自己回不去时，是打算<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">澳洲赛后宣布退役的，不过，现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">既然还是有希望完成任务，林蓉蓉当然便不能轻率的放弃金世璇的理想了。所以这时，林蓉蓉只推说是手伤的缘故让自己<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">澳洲赛上暂时失利，但她对以后<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">英国举行的温布尔顿网球公开赛还是很有信心。
至于恋情，林蓉蓉眼角余光偷偷看了一眼徐正雨，微微笑着对记者打马虎眼，说自己是来参加宴会的，不能喧宾夺主，改天跟恋<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">沟通好了时间再公开。
等记者们都悻悻地走开，林蓉蓉瞅准机会，就对功灿爷爷说了：“离开之前，想跟长辈们告别。还有，也想跟裕琳单独道别。”
听出林蓉蓉的语气似乎有点不对，旁边的功灿姨妈皱起眉头，奇怪地问：“离开？怎么，世璇，又有什么比赛吗？”
“不是，姨妈。”林蓉蓉微微摇头说：“有些话，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">需要私下里告知爷爷。”
听了这句话，功灿姨妈、姨父，还有就站<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">一旁好奇地竖起了耳朵的张女士表情便有点儿尴尬。
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